I thought I knew myself;
Who I was;
What I wanted in life;
What I was passionate about. 

I thought that I was in love;
in love with you;

When you rejected me;
My world

I felt like someone sucker punched me. 

I couldn’t sleep,
Stop crying,
Forget you. 

I felt so lost,

I really should get used to heartbreak.
I should be accustomed to disappointment and just expect it. 

Or I should stop expecting anything, all together, and just take everything with a grain of salt. 

When you told me that you loved me and would, forever.
I believed you. 

Next time when someone tells me that they love me (if there is a next time), I will accept this truth for this moment alone and this moment only. 

Because we both know that,
Nothing lasts forever.

June| ipsy


My June ipsy bag arrived and I’m fairly satisfied.

I mean, $11 for a new eye shadow brush, stellar eye shadow, mediocre blush, super cute nail polish and facial masks?
Oh duh! And the super adorable (very) L.A. bag….??!!! A pretty good steal!

I know I have only myself to blame, but when I look up #ipsy on IG and see what other subscribers received and love their glam bags more than mine… I feel jealous.

So I guess I should stop snooping?

  • The nail polish paints on evenly and is super pigmented, only 2 coats needed!
  • The UD eye shadow in Fireball, is a very pretty pigmented pink, I just love UD because you don’t have to worry of it wearing off!
  • The eye shadow brush wasn’t bad either, it gave great coverage when applying my new shadow
  • The blush was a very light and subtle pink – not my style really
  • I haven’t tried the masks yet, but I’m sure they will be as expected

June | PopSugar Musthave Mini


I was supremely disappointed with my PopSugar Musthave Mini.

For $18.95 plus tax, you receive 1-2 full sized products.

For my first (and last) mini box, I received a bag for my luggage (that sounds weird) and a lipstick!


It was just so lame. I mean, I don’t need more lipstick. What I do need is something cool and unique that I can use around my home or person.

It’s suffices to say that I cancelled my subscription and instead am using those funds towards my new subscription with Scentbird.

If you aren’t familiar with Scentbird, basically, for $15/month, you will receive a 30-day supply of expensive perfume or cologne (choose from 450+ย designer fragrances). It’s perfect for those who (like me) are not sure which fragrance is right for them and therefore would like try them out for a fraction of the cost.

My first ScentBird should arrive within the next week and I am very excited!