I thought I knew myself;
Who I was;
What I wanted in life;
What I was passionate about.
I thought that I was in love;
in love with you;
When you rejected me;
I felt like someone sucker punched me.
I couldn’t sleep,
I felt so lost,
I really should get used to heartbreak.
I should be accustomed to disappointment and just expect it.
Or I should stop expecting anything, all together, and just take everything with a grain of salt.
When you told me that you loved me and would, forever.
I believed you.
Next time when someone tells me that they love me (if there is a next time), I will accept this truth for this moment alone and this moment only.
Because we both know that,
Nothing lasts forever.